Thought you guys might like to see this.
A little clip of me improv-ing yesterday. :)
It’s been far too long. I hope you have all been well.
My bum looks pretty good here. ;)
Photo by Zhenya Cerneacov.
I’ll just reblog this here. From my personal blog. :)
Might-as-well-be-calorie-free Lemon Lime Soda
(This also works great for making your summer booze-ing a little less disastrous on your bod.)
Bbqed garlic shoots, broccoli and venison burgers with salad, guacamole and grainy mustard. (Taken with Instagram)
Goddamn this Hay Fever has me bad. =/
Fruit breakfast, salad lunch, omelet &veg for din.
Best omelet ever. Egg whites, salmon, asparagus. Noms.
Final show is on friday. I will soon cease to be stressed.
Sorry I haven’t been around for a LONG time.
A lot has happened in my life lately. A lot of good, and a lot of bad. I won’t get into it to spare you a ridiculously long post.
I will however tell you I was offered a new contract and now cannot wait to start the next dancing season.
And I will also tell you that I have been having trouble with my eating. Things ain’t so stellar. But there isn’t anyone I can really talk about it with. Ahh well.
I’m gonna try posting more again. See if that helps.
I missed you all.
(ALSO 108 notes on that photo of me?! Awesome!)
whoa, you look amazing! Post more ballet pictures! :)
Thank you so much, love. <3 I will! There are two more really nice photos from this same set. I’ll post them now. :)
It’s been a while since I’ve posted - I know.
Sorry guys. I got a little caught up in my disordered eating and needed some time to chill out.
Here is a ballet photo to cheer you up.
(I ain’t lookin too shabby, eh? ;) )
I know I haven’t been on a lot lately - and I apologize for this. Things haven’t been moving so smoothly.
This may be triggering to some - read at your own risk.
As some of you know my sister suffers from bulimia. I have been trying to help her through it by being the best sister I can be. We talk about it when we can, and I am honestly trying to help her love herself.
But I know she is lying to me. I have found her stash of old containers and rotting bags of vomit in her room. I’m really scared for her. I don’t know how to bring it up without making her worse. She told me she had been getting under control - but I know for a fact that she binged/purged yesterday while I was even home. She’s getting worse and it scares me so much.
Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this? Those of you who suffer from this - how would you want me to help you?
Please give me as much input as you can, you guys. Reblog this post so I can get responses from ed sufferers that I do not know.
I am so scared and just want to help my poor little sister.
Blah. It was a pretty bad week last week. The stress of the upcoming show just got to me. I made some bad eating decisions. All week. :c
So I did gain a little weight again. But thats okay - I didn’t gain much. And today my director told me my bum is shrinking. Yuss!
Soo all in all, all is good.
I’m cutting out all sugar this week - including natural sugar (gasp, no fruit!) and had the most delicious eggs this morning for breakfast. One whole egg, plus one eggwhite scrambled with onions, mushrooms, broccoli, cherry tomatoes and a bit of balsamic vinegar. Om nom nom.
I was so super charged for rehearsal. I wish I could eat eggs more often. Siiiiigh. Those of you who can (and do!) eat eggs every day I am so incredibly jealous of you.
Blah. Maybe tomorrow I’ll make breakfast beans. :)
I will possibly post dinner process and photos depending on what I make. yay.
I’ve missed you all loads!